I'm not precious in the eyes of you but I am precious in the eyes of my god

in me that not many special and not much useful,
that's why you see me not as valuable as goods that are not in need anymore and then discarded in the trash.

so painful!
smiles, jokes and laughter that used to adorn my face,
it was not going to come up again, everything changed,
times changed, we also come to feel the change that ..
I myself am confused,
had to put my position is how I like imprisoned by my own feelings,
these feelings make me afraid to do everything that I want ..
but I believe, my father my god, 
it will carry out me from feeling like this,
because the great god knows and understands his servant who really need help ..
but one that is meant to be done "is always thankful to god", whatever that happened, sad, happy, angry, whatever it is, thanks to the same god:)